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sometime i feel like that i'm such a useless..

cause u know why..?

people always ignore me...

i feel like i am invisible..

even i was there, beside of them, beside of anybody..

but they act like i wasn't there..

and once i start to pull my face (like a duck),

then only they start to give me their attention...

i just want to tell them, that i'm not a small kids..

it's isn't an attention that i want..

"bukan nak merajuk tak tentu pasal!!!"

i just want to be "there", to be with them, talk, laugh together..

happily just like them!!

like i used to do with my colleague,my friends, before...

but i couldn't get that, anymore...

what am i suppose to do...?

i miss that moment so much...

i feel so lonely, so empty...

did anyone know that..? are they realize that...?? anyone..?

and the most worst part is, they just find, or talk to me,

only WHEN THEY NEED ME~

and that hurt me so much!!